What an U.P.S.E.T day! =(
It should be a happy day but end up it is not.

Trust

Trust is like a vase..
Once it's broken, though you can fix it the vase will never be the same again.

My confidence on you turn me down.

I feel that human's mind are so complicated.
Sometimes, I find so hard to click with others.
No one is perfect in this world, hence we can't have everyone to like us.
I am a straightforward person, and I knew I had hurt people sometimes due to my straightforwardness.
I knew some people might not accept my personality, and that cause I can't be liked by everyone.
Only friends who know me well will know I am not mean it.
What a emo day? How to solve it?
Silent is GOLD.
Lol.

R.I.P my friend

I heard a bad news last two days.
A secondary schoolmates just leave us.
Although I'm not so close with her, but I do feel sad.
The last time I saw her was few years ago.
She was still the same, still the cheerful her.
Ya she is always so cheerful to me.
But I do believe people who is cheerful may depress deep down in her heart.
Just like I will feel depress and sad sometimes too.

I wonder how much courage does she take to just leave this world like that.
We wouldn't know that.
We have to appreciate whatever when we still have it with us.
Once it is gone, it will never come back again.
R.I.P my friend - Clivia Tay.

Wat's wrong?
Are you challenging me?
Yes, you've make it.
I fall down.

Heard a bad news today.
Hope it is jz a rumors or mistake,
Feel down.
Daddy bless me.

很久没有酱的感觉了
超不喜欢

ding dong ding dong...
what to do?
nothing to do.
But i got many things to do.
Just i m lazy to do.
Ish... laziness and sienness boom up now >.<

有时候，
不是我没有心，
不是我不要关心，
不是我不想付出，

只是， 一个人的付出真的有限。

有没有一种汤，喝了它；
或是一种药，吃了它；
会得失忆症？

倘若放一次手， 就像咳一个嗽，
我又何苦在乎得不到的温柔。

我坐在公路的出口，
等待天黑以后无边的寂寞，
连想你都是种残酷切磋。

我目送沿海的日落，
紧抱一个醉生梦死的枕头，
游不住回忆却学不会放手，怎么走？


你从来都不会知道，
我懂。

原来，
我一直都在乎得太多。

才发现，留着的位子，
原来一直是多余的。

一路哭到回家。

为什么那么傻？

原来，
我也会做傻事。

一个人呆在空荡荡的房间的感觉不好受。
一个人回到空无一人的家的感觉不好过。
我希望可以回到16岁，
那是我一生中最美丽的回忆。

我真的不喜欢流泪。

你知道心被吊在半空中的感觉吗？

我需要一个可以呼吸新鲜空气的空间。

很想骂那四个英文字母

Fuck!

难朋友

Ish...
Down mood.
Recently quite like this song
"难朋友" by 陈小春

complicated

Guilty, lonely, sad, down.

Full of guiltiness.
I'm currently lonely nw.
Working at another 8 hours more.
Assignments are waiting for me all the while.
Tat combine and compose the sad and down me.

Motivation pls.
Rainbow pls.
Smile pls.

P/s: Happy Merdeka!!

I think too much.

I told myself.

Should I laugh?
or
Should I cry?

I miss them

I miss so many ppl now...

I miss my lao po'sss... I have so long time never see them since Jini's Birthday that time.
I miss my dad.
I miss my mum.
I miss my home.
I miss muar.

=(

忙忙忙~
我忙到快疯掉了！

p/s: I miss you, dad.